Still riding the roller coaster that is my life...
I like Pure Blonde beer
and Lindt dark chocolate with cherry
my favourite meal at the moment is a huge bowl of green salad with slice of grilled haloumi on top
lime zest aioli and hot chips
capers
organic beef sausages
watermelon
home made pizza
tempura soft shell crab
hemp seed oil, ume vinegar, umeboshi puree, capers, sesame seeds and lemon juice salad dressing
Tuesday, 26 February 2008
Thursday, 7 February 2008
it has finally happened
I have officially become a complete BORE!
I'm bored at work, i get bored going to and from work, I find televison boring, I lose concentration when trying to read because I find it a bit boring, newspapers are very boring, fashion magazines are B_O_R_I_N_G!
IKU food is so plain and boring, Roman numerals are boring, people with constipation who want me to know about it annoy me.
All thi whinging and bitching about life sucks but I really feel like giving it a good go!
I'm bored at work, i get bored going to and from work, I find televison boring, I lose concentration when trying to read because I find it a bit boring, newspapers are very boring, fashion magazines are B_O_R_I_N_G!
IKU food is so plain and boring, Roman numerals are boring, people with constipation who want me to know about it annoy me.
All thi whinging and bitching about life sucks but I really feel like giving it a good go!
Wednesday, 23 January 2008
mmmmmmmmmm pancakes
I'm back in Sydney, back at work and disliking it as much as ever.
Being 'on the level' is a weird feeling, I've been 'normal' for a long time already, I can't say I miss the sad me, the depressed me, but somehow I miss the hypomanic me a little eventhough that feeling is more and more distant and the body memory of the hyper states is fading away...
Life is good
Being 'on the level' is a weird feeling, I've been 'normal' for a long time already, I can't say I miss the sad me, the depressed me, but somehow I miss the hypomanic me a little eventhough that feeling is more and more distant and the body memory of the hyper states is fading away...
Life is good
Wednesday, 2 January 2008
Happy happy joy joy
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want 2008 to be a better, happier, healthier, lovelier year.
I am content being by myself, this is the way it was meant to be, I am well and getting better everyday.
I want to move to Port Douglas by July and begin a new life here with the fish, the turtles and the reef, I am inlove with the place...
I want 2008 to be a better, happier, healthier, lovelier year.
I am content being by myself, this is the way it was meant to be, I am well and getting better everyday.
I want to move to Port Douglas by July and begin a new life here with the fish, the turtles and the reef, I am inlove with the place...
Friday, 28 December 2007
the wet is here
Finally, the rain has come...
Everything is so shinny and clean, all the plants glow happy and the birds are going loudly insane, just like the frogs - noisy little fuckers all of them! but God loves'em, I love them, this place is utter bliss and indeed paradise to me.
The mood is going a bit funny but will go to visit the local medic and see what can be done - silly me I don't have enough meds to last me until the end of my stay I can see them on top of my table back at home, I just forgot to put them in my bag - what a silly cow!
The people here is so friendly and I feel just at home, I've been dreaming about the turtles and the pretty fish on the reef - oh what a wonderful world....
Everything is so shinny and clean, all the plants glow happy and the birds are going loudly insane, just like the frogs - noisy little fuckers all of them! but God loves'em, I love them, this place is utter bliss and indeed paradise to me.
The mood is going a bit funny but will go to visit the local medic and see what can be done - silly me I don't have enough meds to last me until the end of my stay I can see them on top of my table back at home, I just forgot to put them in my bag - what a silly cow!
The people here is so friendly and I feel just at home, I've been dreaming about the turtles and the pretty fish on the reef - oh what a wonderful world....
Sunday, 23 December 2007
i like it Dougie style!
Why is it that getting out of Syd seems to be the best remedy for depression? I am having a ball up here! Port Douglas is so nice, the weather is perfect, the rain forest is absolutely amazing and I am feeling much better.
Seriously considering making the permanent move to this shores....
Xmas is rapidly approaching but I scored an invite to luch with some great people on the 25th, I feel happy here, I can see it becoming my home.
Seriously considering making the permanent move to this shores....
Xmas is rapidly approaching but I scored an invite to luch with some great people on the 25th, I feel happy here, I can see it becoming my home.
Monday, 17 December 2007
....................
Up, up and away!
Going to FNQ for 20 or so days, I'm leaving on wed nite and won't be back until 4 Jan. I'm on a downer again, it sucks! Last week I got the results from the test done by the BlackDogInstitute confirming for the 3rd time bi-ploar II with melancholic depression, still on antidepressants and have increased the dose again to try and help me cope with the sad times to come, that is the only bad thing about being on a high, it is followed by the bloody low.
The mood stabiliser is meant to help me avoid the very bad lows and keep the lovely highs at bay
Going to FNQ for 20 or so days, I'm leaving on wed nite and won't be back until 4 Jan. I'm on a downer again, it sucks! Last week I got the results from the test done by the BlackDogInstitute confirming for the 3rd time bi-ploar II with melancholic depression, still on antidepressants and have increased the dose again to try and help me cope with the sad times to come, that is the only bad thing about being on a high, it is followed by the bloody low.
The mood stabiliser is meant to help me avoid the very bad lows and keep the lovely highs at bay
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)