I really wish I could fly.
Why can I never get it right?
What is wrong with me?
Why is it, no matter what I do, no matter how good and lovely I am, nobody can ever see it?
What have I done so wrong that I deserve only scornful looks, harsh words and appallind treatment? Dear God, please give patience to suffer, give strength to endure and give me serenity to grin and beare it all...