Then that night I spent in the lounge, crying, praying, in agony unable to believe I will never see you again because you were dead.
All my everything died that day. I had never belonged anywhere, proof of that is all my different places I've lived in, but with You, I belonged with you and it was wonderful.
I don't feel anything but I know I'm still alive, but I don't want to be alive, and if I went ahead and joined you it would fuck them up.
They never saw how beautiful you were
The wonderful light and the warmth of your love is gone and I don't want to spend another minute here without you