this is a list I wrote not too long ago asking the universe for the things I want, some of them came true and fell apart, some I'm still waiting for to happen and some I suppose will never come to be...
- I want lots of healthy, happy charisma in my relationships
- I want to easily find myself releasing old 'baggage' from my childhood and all previous relationships
- I want the habit of constantly creating stress and crisis in my life totally lifted from me
- I want to find myself expressing my intensity in ways that are not threatening to others
- I want to easily find myself noticing the intensity of others without taking it personally
- I want the fear of commitment lifted from me
- I want to recognize, attract, and experience a happy soul-mate relationship
- I want the fear of abandonment totally lifted from me
- I want to easily find myself consciously suspending judgement of self and others
- I want to easily find myself appreciating the beauty of nature and the beauty of life
- I want to experience the freedom of enjoyment of living my life
- I want to easily find myself obeying my conscience, leading to peace of mind
- I want the habit of being blunt easily lifted from me
- I want the tendency to excess and overloading things totally lifted from me
Some are in the way of happening, so here's hoping that one day most of my list - if not all - will be fulfilled.