Tuesday, 24 March 2009

new home

I'm still kind of homeless even though I'm paying rent, my current dwelling is nice and my flatmates are lovely people, we a happy family...
I miss having my own place and having all my stuff, I miss my bed and having the freedom of coming and going when I please without having to give accounts of my where abouts, living alone suits me better but for the time being I will have to stay put where I am and wait until I find affordable accommodation on my own.

I might start looking for a job and hopefully I will be able to work 2 days a week and 1 day volunteering at the school, I love my gardening days.

I am still very brittle

Thursday, 5 March 2009

time

Time is critical, I only have 5b minutes to write something meaningful but my brain is frozen...
miss ..... a lot today

Monday, 16 February 2009

great day


Despite the rain I had an awesome day at work, love gardening.

Tuesday, 10 February 2009

2 weeks ago

Back in my home town for a while now, I reckon I arrived about 2 weeks ago. Now the whole battle with bureaucracy has begun. Already landed a volunteering job, it will be awesome! Not quite as high as I was when I just came back, now I feel like I'm on the level but if I'm not careful it will all just come on top of me and I can go down very quickly. I want a hug.
I'm very sleepy, the insomnia is coming back but I feel so tired, i just want to fall asleep for a couple of days.
Good luck to me! - there's no chance that is going to happen...

Thursday, 15 January 2009

writer's block


Due to my lazyness and procrastination I haven't been posting anything regularly, I just don't know what to write. Perhaps this means that I have nothing to say - not sure if this is good or bad.
I'm tired.

Thursday, 8 January 2009

this is love




Perula is such a wonderful place.

Saturday, 27 December 2008

being nothing, going nowhere



May this healing divinity help us all.