time goes so fast

I am feeling so unattractive today, I feel fat, sad, jaded and so over everything...

Need a new job, want more money, want a loving partner, want to have a puppy dog. I'm bored out of my brain...................................................................................
Oh and silly me decided to eat Chinese for dinner, now I feel so bloated and sluggish, hormones suck big time!!!! Had a date that was cancelled without a good reason, men suck!
Where do you go to find love???? - I received a post card from my local uniting church with that question, if they don't know where to go, what hope do I have to find love then??

I just thought the post card was a funny thing to publish here, I don't care where to go, all I want is to be happy. I'm about to go, and I'm not sure if I will continue to post here during my trip, only time will tell.......

be careful of what you wish for...

this is a list I wrote not too long ago asking the universe for the things I want, some of them came true and fell apart, some I'm still waiting for to happen and some I suppose will never come to be...

• I want lots of healthy, happy charisma in my relationships


• I want to easily find myself releasing old 'baggage' from my childhood and all previous relationships


• I want the habit of constantly creating stress and crisis in my life totally lifted from me


• I want to find myself expressing my intensity in ways that are not threatening to others


• I want to easily find myself noticing the intensity of others without taking it personally


• I want the fear of commitment lifted from me


• I want to recognize, attract, and experience a happy soul-mate relationship


• I want the fear of abandonment totally lifted from me


• I want to easily find myself consciously suspending judgement of self and others


• I want to easily find myself appreciating the beauty of nature and the beauty of life


• I want to experience the freedom of enjoyment of living my life


• I want to easily find myself obeying my conscience, leading to peace of mind


• I want the habit of being blunt easily lifted from me


• I want the tendency to excess and overloading things totally lifted from me

Some are in the way of happening, so here's hoping that one day most of my list - if not all - will be fulfilled.

beautiful things

si me dejas ahora

Si me dejas ahora no sere capaz de sobrevivir

me encadenaste a tu falda

y ensenaste a mi alma a depender de ti

ataste mi piel a tu piel a tu piel y mi boca a tu boca

y ahora me dejas como si fuera yo cualquier cosa.

Si me dejas ahora no sere capaz de volver a sentir,

me alejaste de todo y ahora dejas que me hunda en el lodo.

Me cuesta tanto creer que no tengas corazon,

que yo he sido en tu cadena de amor tan solo un eslabon

y en tu escalera un peldano que no te importa pisar y hacerle dano.
Si me dejas ahora mi espiritu se ira tras de ti

cabalgara dia y noche sintiendose sonador y quijote

porque ataste mi piel a tu piel y tu boca a mi boca

y ahora me dejas como si fuera yo cualquier cosa.

what's with that??

Hello??? Why is it that people is so unaware of bad breath?

There is nothing worse than to be sitting next to someone with a breath so foul it makes you feel like changing sits or just getting off the bus (or train) right there and then...

I was sitting next to this gorgeous woman on my way back from work, great looks, nice clothes, all dolled-up but when she decided to yawn - Oh my! what a dirty stench came out of her mouth. Morning breath is to be expected, after all one has been asleep and without a drink of water for at least 6 hours, but stinky breath during the day has no excuse.

TicTacs, gum, mints, tooth paste, oral hygiene, what happened to all those?

I am so bitchy, so what!!!!!

tuesday's 13

Here is a list of 13 things I am hating today

1. e-tax form


2. hsbc bank


3. NSW BB


4. the news on T.V


5. my procrastination


6. cold weather


7. tremors


8. nausea


9. food abusive macrobiotic freaks


10. nike


11. star bucks


12. people with no good manners


13. solitude

all welcome to add to the list.