Three years ago - 17/1/2007 - my life went to hell at about 6:30am, that is when ..... called me to tell me it was all a lie, and i thought i was over it by now, but i can see i am not.
I am such a sad case. It really hurts and all i can do is wait until the hurt goes away.I'm just going to take a xanax and go to sleep hoping this horrible date will pass quickly.
JUST GET THE BLOODY HELL OVER IT!!!!!
Sunday, 17 January 2010
Sunday, 12 July 2009
note to self
Remove your hand before closing the door!!!!
Nearly broke my poor thumb, it is so sore and it was looking like a sausage for a couple of days, I hope my nail doesn't fall (yuk).
I'm over winter already, my laundry doesn't dry properly and the cold is annoying me a little.
Let there be sunshine!
Nearly broke my poor thumb, it is so sore and it was looking like a sausage for a couple of days, I hope my nail doesn't fall (yuk).
I'm over winter already, my laundry doesn't dry properly and the cold is annoying me a little.
Let there be sunshine!
Wednesday, 24 June 2009
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Very grateful today for all the good wishes on my birthday, it was a beautiful day and hopefully will be a great night.
Grateful for all the love
Thursday, 18 June 2009
rain
The weather is not good, it is cold, rainy and horrible. My home is nice, I sit by myself to watch tele and drink countless cups of cinnamon 'tea' - I really like it. i have all I need in this little place I just hope my anxiety goes and I can start getting better and start enjoying all the good things I have.
Wednesday, 3 June 2009
new news
I have a new home. Once again i will be living on my own and I'm very keen to be by myself.
My mood is a little bit more stable - allegedly the work of my new medication the good old lithium carbonate.
I wish I felt like doing stuff but I don't feel like doing anything yet, hopefully that will pass and I will get better.
Wednesday, 20 May 2009
20 May 09
Today I'm feeling better.
Things to be grateful for:
1.my physical health
2.my friends M,L,P,T,D
3.my intelligence
4.my family
5.people who understand
6.the rain
Sunday, 10 May 2009
mother's day
Once again I'm back inside the kennel, once again that bloody black dog is sitting right on top of me.
I want to go home (wherever that is)I don't want to be in hospital anymore, I'm tired of it all, I'm tired of being crazy.
Today is just another day just like yesterday and tomorrow, and the day after, etc,etc.
Quoting the No-Purpose-Tortoise: "there is no future, only oblivion"
I want to go home (wherever that is)I don't want to be in hospital anymore, I'm tired of it all, I'm tired of being crazy.
Today is just another day just like yesterday and tomorrow, and the day after, etc,etc.
Quoting the No-Purpose-Tortoise: "there is no future, only oblivion"
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